i learned along time ago weather there is one person or 1000 you do what you plan on doing.
well what do you do when there is zero after 2 months of advertising the opening of the church and the first service which was today at 10 am i was greated with no one.
25 friends of mine who have been telling me and telling me they cant wait to see me in action and i was alone with god. well i still held my service crying my eyes out thru the whole thing in hopes that some one would here my voice carry out into the halls. but at last i was alone with god as i talked about his love and finding love in ourselves.
but in the end i felt more alone and unloved then ever before and not loved by any one else but unloved by myself.