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Kesha Moore

Crossroads

  • May the readers of this blog be blessed.

    This entry is going to take the form of a prayer request.  I am going through some things in my life right now and i just don't know what else I can do at this point.  I've been on my own since I was seventeen.  Ive had alot of rough times, and Ive moved around alot.  I have no parents because my father murdered my mother when I was an infant.  I also have no siblings, no husband, no children, and no one that I can really depend on. My life has benn struck with tradgedy, abuse, trauma.  I've been through more than most people but in the end it always made me stronger.

    I finished cosmetology school in May and I was prepared to move away from the town I currently reside in. Then the landlord informed me that my roommate had not payed her share of the rent for eight months. I payed the back rent and she moved out.  In the meantime  I have been looking for jobs (any kind of job) for almost two months and havent found anything at all.  I havent even had an interview. Ive been trying to sell my car, but I've been trying since May and noone bought it yet. Its been overheating and I cant drive it which takes me out of  many job opportunities because there is no local bus route in this town. I am almost a month behind in rent again and the landlord is getting impatient.  I dont know what else I can do.  

    Im alone in this town and If I dont make it out of here soon I dont know what will happen to me. I need a breakthrough.  right now I just cant seem to see my way out. Ive been trying so hard and praying about it.  Everytime I would meditate after prayer I was lead to start this blog.  I dont know if its doing any good but I hope so. Ive also been having trouble with grinding my teeth and breaking them. Also though Im trying to keep it positive Ive been getting really lonesome and sometimes I get scared at night so I dont sleep much.  Even with all of this, somehow inside i feel that everything will be alright.  That this will be a testimony. However I struggle with my faith in times like these because I cant just do nothing, but really theres nothing I can do.  Pleas just keep me in your prayers I dont want to have to live on the streets again.  I need a breakthrough.

    Amen