God knows your situation,he knows all about you,your sufferings,your needs,your heart,your mind,your words you speak. God is everywhere @ onced thats what makes him God. No other
can do that,they can try to imitate that but they can"t do it. He has very good patience with us
to not only listen to our prayers and request but how to answer them on his time frame not ours so he can use it to make us appreciate the fact he can do anything. If I lost you on that it all sums up to this, you can do anything with Gods help. Jesus can get you through the portal to God as he says no one comes to the father but through me. Accept Jesus as your Lord and savior and you have access to an internet even google cant match!lol My point here is to bring you to Jesus for a new beggining,a new you by faith in him. Let your past be your past forget it no matter what you have done he will forgive you and receive you to start on a new road to a journey of love,abundance, and understanding you are seeking. Ilove you Lord!