Posted by Priestess Kittie M
May 21, 2013 -
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I hate how our pasts can affect us so much several years later. I have been battling my own anxieties and problems within my personal relationship. He keeps telling me that I have to get a handle on my anxiety and stop living in the past, otherwise I'm not giving our future together its full potential. That makes perfect since to me, and often I've thought that I'm not living in my past. However I want to believe that, mentally I still might be. He's never given me a reason to suspect anything off colored about us, and I never really have. But my anxiety flares up from time to time and its like I'm so used to getting hurt somehow in the end that its become a natural thought and part of my life. I want to change this, desperately and I think its time to take more steps in that direction. As much as I have never really trusted counselors, I think I am going to call a few in the morning. :(
