after my dad died 5 yrs ago,i started drinking:HEAVILY.iv realized,after tonite,that i need to stop.i say,& do,very hurtfull things to thoses i love.although iv been sober for 41/2 days,[til tonite]& that i shoulda NEVER opened that bottle,[dont know WHY i did]that i TRULY AM,"POWERLESS"!!!!i live sooo far outta town[kinda isolated really] that before[ONE of the times i tried to quit] that no ones really willing to come out here to take me to meetings.makes going to one awfully hard:still;....today is a day of enlightenment,shame,&acceptance.i need someone to talk to,being here [stuck here] with only my elderly mom,alone,makes ME soooo lonely.if anyone ever wants to talk,im here,as always..............ty LORD,for always being there for ME:
spiritual healing by dealing with jesus,asking for OUR fathers help.
you don`t buy a bottle or a six pack, you don`t drink!
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