I am doing very well, luckily I took my meds earlier including tylenols n a muscle relaxer because when I was in the restroom noticed sticky stuff in a carrying bag so decided well I am here at the sink I will take everything off n wash it down from misc drips n drops of soda n food n etc, it took about 45mins to do it all even back pouch behind seat n now I am worn out but glad to get that done... YAY!!!
A cool thing still feel good even after cleaning every nook n bag n pouches my body isn't upset at all, YAY!!!
Oh, last nite had a long dream, 1st starting out with ex-GF n trouble n her having me help her n then I started thinking oh cool maybe we can start over n be together... The dream started off nice but same old drama came back n I was losing focus on my life again... When I was feeling lost again the feeling I get when ever I talk to someone about Jesus, n felt the same glowing energy growing stronger n stronger in me n Then, I was asked "Do You Know I am My Father Love You???" I knew right away it was Jesus talking to me, I answered "Oh Yes I do know U both Love Me, Lord", the voice then said "You Need to Love Yourself as Well, You are doing better then You did in the Past"... I felt humbled n glad n Love... "You Will Have the Family n Wife You Deserve but Will Not Be with the Woman of Your Past that still comes to You in Your Dreams, Yes Pray she find the path away from her demons n back towards the path You are on but remember You can only repair your path n teach n share with others the path that you are on but you can not make them take that path they have to do it themselves... Bless You for wanting to help her n still caring about her but a relationship between you two will be full of sadness n addiction for the two of you... Your future Wife n Family will come when the time is right, believe in my path I have set for you, Now Continue to Teach n Share my love with all that You Can n Know You Will Be Blessed"... I then was even more humbled n Cheerful n I said "Oh Thank U Jesus, I Will Do What U have asked me to do n I will follow the path n teach/share n love all that I can" after I said that the dream was done... I had a couple other dreams after that one but can't remember them really they felt like normal everyday type dreams a mix mash of stuff with no meaning but the 1st dream was so detailed n strong feelings n being able to remember everything was so Cool!!!
Well I hope U are all doing Well/Better!!!
HUGs!!!