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Posted by Reverend Giovano 'Koala' Fusco
September 5, 2015 -
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Hello All,
After my stroke I have gained a deep love for God n Jesus, I had a vision shortly after my stroke about Jesus n the true pain n suffering He suffered n it wasn't done by the Romans; my spiritual growth increase but suffered a set back after I went to Vegas for a week where I fell off the wagon n started drink again but slowly regained my direction in my spiritual belief... I started having more visions n inspirations n insights that I have been sharing in blogs n notes n for a while I was unsure about sharing them because I was unsure if others would believe me... I say/write the above statement because I was kind of conditioned by people around me to think insight, inspirations n vision was nutty n I also never believed in them so when I started to having them I was sure if I shared them others would think I was truly crazy or I was making it up which I am not doing!!!
Now I do share my dreams, insights, inspirations n visions I am feeling that people are not believing me as I was worried about...
I also some times see looks in people I try to talk to n share my visions, inpiration n etc these looks I have seen from a few n felt from a number of others of disbelief which is upsetting but can't make people believe me n really is their loss for not being open to my dreams, insights, inspirations n visions... I also have seen many judging me because I am a fat, a male n have weird looks that I must be a guy that is into staring at beautiful women, maybe even think I lust after those type of women n also have impure thoughts about women; Well if they knew me before my stroke they would be correct but after my stroke my desires changed I don't believe in sex unless I am married n only for creation of a baby by the blessing of God...
I could be wrong but the reactions n looks I have seen in many people's eyes like they are thinking I am crazy or I am lying; it is so upsetting for me I am on a mission to share the Love I feel from Jesus n the desire to share it with others...
Maybe people don't think a weird guy like me can be getting messages, dreams n visions or do they think a person needs to know the bible cover to cover to be given such vision, dreams n inspiration but is it true that the Mattrew, Mark, Luke n others on a different path in life before Jesus gathered them n transformed from their other lives to be teachers of Jesus's messages???
Did these men carry the Torah schools with them everywhere they went??? Did all of them know how to read??? Unsure, reading was primarily meant for the rabbis n not for the common man who were busy in their work/jobs... Research says the books of Mattrew, Mark, Luke, n John were not written till many many years after they died the scriptures/stories were passed along by word of month from Mark, Mattrew, Luke, John n etc to others to share n spread to more n more people n finally after many many many years the scripture/stories were finally written...
My dreams, Insights, inspiration n visions are coming to me n I am directed to share them with others n am saddened that some disbelieve me about them, my friends that don't believe in a God let alone Jesus I understand them not believing in my dreams, vision n etc which is totally understandable but when fellow Christians doubt me or don't even try to consider my dreams, visions n inspirations are from God or Jesus or they give the look like "yeah, sure I believe you, not..." maybe I should pray n ask God to suddenly heal my body so I can jump up n walk to get fellow Christians to believe me???
My insights, I inspirations, dreams n visions are meant for me to share with everyone n I guess I have to resign myself there are Christians that won't believe in my dreams, insights, inspirations n visions n even Christian friends that won't believe either, so sad...
Sincerely,
Reverend Giovano 'Koala' Fusco Jr.
9/6/2015
