I am looking to find my way to Florida, or honestly anywhere and ideally have some place to call home while I get on my feet and start a local career. In that vein, I am hoping to reach out to my fellows and friends here at Universal Life. I have a diverse background of skills, ranging from Security to Customer Service and Personal Protection to Independent Counseling. I have been, which might make Heinlein proud but does not seem to do well on a traditional resume, a cook, a Father, a construction worker, a guard, a soldier, a leatherworker, a cold forge smith, a writer, an editor, a philosopher, a friend, an enemy, a hero and a villain, a dreamer, a pragmatist, a greeter, a retail sales clerk, a babysitter, a truck driver, a PC tech, a 2nd tier technical support drone, etc. In short, I have been a human being.
At this stage in my life, I find myself trapped by circumstances both random and the result of my own choices. I am, in the words of many, not the man I used to be. But I am still a man, and I am still alive and I still have abilities to offer. I just need a chance. So I am putting this out there, in the hopes that it will be shared and that the right person, in the place at the right time will see it, and thus see me. I need this chance, I need this help right now.
For, while I know it can get worse, while I know that it can grow darker and bleaker, what I do not know is how much I can endure and further, what I will do under such conditions. I am terrified of failure and lately my every effort has been met with failure. I am failing my family, my friends and myself and I cannot let this go on. But nor can I just will it away, I cannot merely create the place for me, I will need help, a direction a goal and a purpose to guide me forward. So, I humbly reveal myself through these words and I hope they will find their way to someplace I can get myself back together again, and not only be the man I used to be, but become a better man.
Thank you for listening. Please feel free to contact me should you need more information.