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Need to find a way back

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    October 23, 2018 6:32 PM PDT

    For years now, I've been plagued with pain. I fought tooth and nail to beat cancer, only to live in torment afterward. Now, each day, I pray for the pain to end no matter what that means. If it means taking me, so be it. I was denied renewal of disability a couple years back, so now I'm stuck in a job that beats me down physically everyday. I've tried to help everyone I can, turn my pain into a positive, use my endurance through all this to encourage others, but its felt like a lie. It helps everyone I talk to, but if I was back in the same situation again where it was treatment or death, I don't know that I would have taken the same path. I want it to end, I want it all to end, so I pray for guidance. I have no strength left in me to endure. I push myself harder and harder for my family, but I feel dead inside. I pray for an answer or an end, one of the two.

  • October 27, 2018 9:26 AM PDT

    So sorry for what you are going through Joe. Please know many prayers are being said. You are not alone in this struggle. I'm praying for your highest good.